ahead and before, after and behind.

oh gosh. What to say, what to report? I'm sleeping better, which is good. My roommate is moving out soon, which leaves me in a curious position. Do i get a new roommate? Or do I live alone? It sorta can afford to be alone, and I'm tempted to do so. But additionally my friend who lives in my building (above) is moving out. Which will leave me, for all intensive purposes, alone. I don't live with anyone else, and I don't have much of a social life. But I've got a half serious idea that I'll use the extra room as an art/experiment/mini-studio type thing. I'm also tempted to move, to someplace reconstructed and modern looking (to shoot stock in) but I'm not yet totally convinced it's worth it. At least not before the summer when everything is wonderful and great.

So perhaps I'll be alone.

I'm producing a new website, and a new portfolio. Self promotion baby. I hope it helps!

I don't know. Not much to say really. I wish I could be in like a more spiritually satisfying relationship with myself, but I feel distant from even myself these days. (Hence my hesitation at living alone) I'll probably buy a TV and get cable TV. I know, that's BIG for me. But otherwise I'll get just, well, disconnected. And I don't want that. Probably some more IKEA furniture. Maybe even a real bed. (whoo-hoo!) I'm even thinking about incorporating in the Czech Republic, start a small photo-production company. Ideas ideas!

The picture is two days ago.

You know what? I wish I could find other photographers like me. Young. Struggling. Work-a-holic. I'd love to join some sort of young fashion photographer support group. Just a place we could all sit around and be friends and talk gear and light and all these other things that normal people just do the 'eyeball glaze over' when you start talking.